ah ha. i am updating!

so first off, i've come to one damned conclusion about my life this past semester.

my body is broken. broken beyond all belief.
so no more bandaiding - must straight up therapy it until it gets all better.

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so yesterday...we got bored after all the essay writing + german studying (or for haewan all the warcraft playing)
and so alice played with music while haewan and i played with my cool camera on my cool computer. xanga wont let me show you the damn pictures.
then more writing + german studying + sleeping + warcraft + conversation.
then we went to ihop. ihop seems to be our religion nowadays. and we also had the most un-ihop-ish conversation possible. about government and morality.

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mr. james lee. thank god for your robitussin. it's saving my life.

i heart robitussin. it makes the world go round. and it makes that damn caribbean dance class more fun than it actually is. and those damn bouncy head-flailing girls a lot less annoying.

i can do this. i can do this. i can do this. i can do this. i can do this.

it's not the end of the world. it's starting over for better things for everyone.

 

no failing school. no crazy alcoholism. just bearing it through and being tough.

 

i've been through worse. this is no big deal.